21st Centurty Breakdown

Well the first part of my summer is coming to a close,

Shall we have a quick look? An analysis maybe?


Well quickly I can say that this part of the summer has been epically boring which I hope it will be justified in the next month (I'm thinking so)

So a quick input of my goal of this summer was: To hang out with friends

Seemed like it would be an easy success

No harm in aiming for that

Tragically I got burned by thinking that it could be accomplished
I guess I carry some sort of unseen stigma in which anything that is planned by me goes to hell

I'm not sure how far in hell it goes, since I am not the judge of that, but It can only be described at just plain frustration.

I swear I have been going to all ends to do something fun and well my hopes have only seen the light of day about 4 times.

And each time I had to give my hopes sunglasses because it hasn't seen the sun in awhile (I'm glad this is only a metaphor or else this would be really depressing haha)
So, yes I haven't done much, worked during the weeks and the first time in awhile I actually dreaded the weekend because each time it came closer I always said to myself

"Alright whats going to fuck up this week"

Trust me I have tried to be positive about it numerous times, but apparently the only thing "Life" likes to count is fuck ups

Mice and Men had better luck than me

I don't know, as something as simple as the goal of "hanging out with friends" turns every plan into a catastrophe (over exaggeration) then being a simple man is hard.....

So yes this month has only been recorded "fun" four times, in which each time barely was able to happen. I guess everyone has there own lives, and that this is something that has been going on for awhile and the only reason why I am noticing it, is because I am leaving soon.

*sigh*

Viva la Gloria

(Its a good song by Greenday in their new album, the name of it is the title of this blog)

So I really can't find anything else to complain about
Writing this down is the only justification that I can see
Since apparently things can always be worse, and its something that most people would see as not a big deal (which is why I don't talk about it with anybody else)

"It shouldn't be a big deal, but well I don't know, I'm just trying to see some fulfillment in my life before I leave so I can have something to look back on." ~ Said the Vein Shallow Antisocial Guy

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